Breathe

Bored..and Losing Everything..

2010-07-09T10:08:00.000-07:00

hey guys. damn man.. feel like shit all the time. esp today. i suck at alot of stuff. wait, actually i suck at everythin now.i cant play basketball as well as before. my freakin knee hurts like shit. i cant focus in studies and i feel screwed. lol. but at least i hav a great friend who was willing to stay with me till like 7.40++ in school just to train. love you bro:) but other than that. i suck.
i dunno why..but i feel like certain ppl are making use of me..i just wish i can hav a wish now...just want everything back to normal. but yeah, whatever. i just wanna sleep and play ball the rest of my life. but this time im gonna fight till i get what i want. haha see ya guys. im bored. like really. wanna sleep but yet dun wanna sleep.

For A Friend.

2010-06-08T05:06:00.000-07:00

hey guys:) today i aint gonna post so long. haha. guess what. im goin to L.A. tmr :P gonna do my best to brush up my skills and all.
well, the only reason why im posting is cos of my friend:) she'll probably be the first to read it though. haha. well, YOU HAPPY THAT I POSTED LE MARHH? :D haha. i gotta chill. anyway. yeah. *you better be happy :) * haha. goodbye ppl:) peace out /\

Goodbye..Sigh..

2010-06-05T05:35:00.000-07:00

hey guys..i just came back from thailand..i dunno how to descirbe it..it rocked and sucked that i had to leave..all i know is that i came back heart broken..i hope that i can go there again soon..i hope time flies while i sleep..or wadever. there's just someone i wanna see again. i'll always remember you..i just hope you'll still be there the next time i go:) i'll hope and believe. just stay there okay. i'll come soon enough:) goodbye:(

Im Sorry For The Things That I've Done..

2010-05-07T10:41:00.000-07:00

hello guys, haven really been myself lately. thanks to exams. i feel like dying. well, all i wanna do is apologise to someone that i really care for. i just happened to fall asleep. i was really tired. but nvm now.it lke 1 plus and im waiting for any chance that you'll wake up. why am i such an idiot all the time?sigh.. i just wanna be normal for abit. bye. iloveyou.

What Makes Things Possible Is You, Not Luck..

2009-12-12T21:01:00.000-08:00

hey guys..back again..after soso long. well. sorry): didnt feel like posting leh. haha(: forgive me. anyway, holidays are abt to end..dunno whether to feel happy or sad. so dumb. haha. good thing is, tmr's the friendly match, there'll be a whole new bunch of sec 1 comin in and the west zone competition is in jan!! and so is taekwondo grading): haha.
next year sec 1 better becareful..why? cos i gonna drag their butts into basketball. but if their reluctant then sigh..but hope got more ppl join lorhh. cos now c division only hav 5-6 ppl..dai long, jeremy, qi han, junqiang, dickson and me. haha. God bless... anyway, im gonna stop here. sorry if i take too long to post again. as usual. guess i'll see you guys around(:

Stranded..In Nowhere..

2009-10-31T21:43:00.000-07:00

hey ppl..im back posting again..so long no post liao): my blog died. haha. anyways hope everyone's fine..im so dead lahh..my exams marks like shit T-T parents find out and im gone for.. sigh..cant wait for holiday trainin. hehe. gonna hav friendly games with schools. and we hav unfinished business with Fajar. must kick their ass. no offence though.. but the other time didnt finish our game. but somehow that was a good thing(: the lightning risk at school saved us. cos i injured my back and jeremy injured his hand then we were losin..haha.
man i cant wait.. hmm..wonder hows everyone doin..time flies so fast..patrick and trishten are leavin assumption): no more jokers in class..sian..anyway, hope they'll enjoy life at their new school(: i'll post soon again sometime.. see you guys around and enjoy your holidays(: see ya.

Is this how its really gonna be?..

2009-09-28T03:28:00.000-07:00

hey guys..sorry i didn't post for such a freaking long time. been pretty busy..hmm..well life's kinda boring lately..really trying to get back on track on my school work and stuff..bet i'll do real bad for EOY..
boy, i cant wait for EOY to be over! hav friendly against fajar..hope we'll win. but whatever it is. i promise to play my best..dunno whats wrong with me..
it like im always thinkin of somethin..but turns out, its nothing..sigh..i hope everyone's goin to be okay..esp cat. she's really under alot of stress..thanks to some ppl..may God bless her. and everyone else too.. guess i'll end here..see ya around.

i always thought there would be somone i really love..but then, i found out..it was you..Jesus.

What a day..heh..

2009-08-31T08:16:00.000-07:00

haha, today was pretty okay..must really thank bevvy(: she kept me loads of company today O.o well, school was soso..the dance and singing all quite good..but of all songs hav to choose the climb??lol..but wad i was waiting for was wad i was goin to do later that day. went to west mall kfc and on the way saw so many assumptionites..and some old schoolmates.
but anyway, waited for bevvy at kfc, had zinger O.o then we went to play arcade.. haha. cos school gate may not hav opened yet. im referring to the primary school(: so we played till 1 plus and boy did time fly. hahaha.
but goin back to pei hwa was AWESOME!!! missed all my friends so much.. so glad could see them..yes im reffering to yu jing, xavier, tanjun etc. first thing i did was hug yujing and swang him around like mad..haha. was wondering why he still wearing our primary school PE t-shirt O.o
well, overall had a great time..cos still went to tohyi court to play. got some really good ppl playing lorhh..and i didn't play well either..cos i wasn't really in the mood..and also quite tired..hmm..i'll post some time again(: see ya around. bye~

Let Go...

2009-08-30T03:32:00.000-07:00

hey guys..im back..im really sorry i haven posted for such a long timeTThaven really been in the mood to. forgive me..i've been thinking more and more about my dream everyday..how im goin to achieve it..but all i need is determination..and i need to be strong mentally. but the main point is..i WANT is to be a legend..i want to be known in this school im in..
i wish my puberty comes and ends quickly..i really wanna train with ankle weights now!!but i cant..well, the game i had against jurong west sec really got me goin more..they were strong..no kiddin..but we won(: so did the girls..but not the b division boys): your must jiayou!! hang in there..dai long and i will be coming to help next year already(: hehehe..
today was kinda fun..went to church with my aunts and cuzs(: and its real fun..at first, when i reached the church, i thought..i can never feel God's presence here..but turns out, i did..and i was overwhelmed with sadness..i teared alil..but guess its okay..i wanna be with God more often..
and the good thing abt tmr is its teachers' days!! and only hav half day of school O.o and im goin back to pei hwa after that(: oh..and ytd was my cuz's birthday!!(louis) HAPPY BIRTHDAY(: and also played 2v2 basketball with my other two cuz. both girls. and my teamate was my also my cuz.. haha but we're both patially diabled.O.o his knee was injured and my back was injured too TT so obviously the girls won..haha but i'll beat them one day(: i promise..anyway..also nothin much to type abt already..i'll stop here. dun wanna bore you ppl to sleep. i'll post soon again(: so do come back. See ya!

At least i still have you...

2009-08-17T03:27:00.000-07:00

hello..im posting again..haha.. well, today was kinda tough to get through though..somehow, somethin kept pulling me through this entire day..and had emo class too..haha, teacher talked to me cos i was kinda emo throughout the class..so he thought somethin was wrong..
truth is..somethin really was..but its personal..so i didn't want to share with him..he told me i can always look him up if i ever needed help..but i just need to be alone right now..
and boy, training was insane today..boys coach didn't come, so the girls' coach taught us all together..this training really taught me things..like you really hav to be mentally and physically prepared all the times too..but the whole team endured through it..which was good..
so tired right now..and i realised one thing in chinese class today..haha, i always think of things during chinese lesson cos i wont do anythin so might as well not waste it away..well, i always get so broken up when i just went through a break up..but its okay(: i always hav basketball as my girlfriend too.made a promise to myself today after thinking it through.. promised jeremy and catherine already(: I WILL AND MUST DUNK BY SEC3/4!!!haha. a promise is a promise! i wont break it..i just cant wait for that particular day to come..i mean..me? hanging on the ring during an actual competition?
but i..hereby promise that to all the readers visiting my blog..that day WILL come! i believe..well, gotta go now! bye~

I'm never coming back..

2009-08-11T07:16:00.000-07:00

sigh..haven really been myself lately..just dunno why i seem to hate myself more and more as each day come and goes.. Well, life haven really been okay for me.. not at all. I just wish my life would suddenly just end.. i dun care how it will, bt i hope it comes soon..
At least played with my cousin bball today..sian, lost to her by just one point, but its okay. It brought my inner self out. It was about time it showed itself again after so long. i'm really startin to suck at bball suddenly..dunnno why.
oh, and i had games carnival today, played captain's ball, pretty challenging tough, toughest fight was against 1/4 haha. but still we got past them. Just exactly how it reflects on life everyday..new obstacles always come, but we'll still hav to think up a solution to get through it. but point is that there's alot of stress now.
Everyone seem more and more tense day by day.
sigh..i'm just so confused right now..hate myself.. See you ppl around then..bye~

I'm done with my life..

2009-08-05T04:22:00.000-07:00

Today sucked...the whole day was a waste of time...but at least learnt a thing or two in trainin today... But thing is i got lectured by my parents ytd..which really pissed me off..and broke my heart too..i just feel so sad right now..i hope my life would just suddenly take a big turn around...i never thought i would meet all these things in life..but still...my life sucks alot already anyway..i just wish..that there would be someone who really knows me inside out..i hate this feeling..
But finally..at least my shooting improved by a lil...but still..i suck. anyway...im gonna stop typing..so tired..see ya.

God Is Awesome!

2009-08-02T04:20:00.000-07:00

Today was awesome! Went to church with Cassandra and Prince today. Concert was amazing..was held at the indoor stadium...but thing is that today so so tired..cos the whole night never sleep...hahaha. But good thing at the concert was that i could feel such a great amount of God's presence and it really was touching...
Such a great 20th anniversary!! Just wish everythin could happen again..sorry, gotta go now. Cant type much, got headache.. See ya!

Losing myself... And everythin else...

2009-07-31T08:40:00.000-07:00

Sigh...haven really been myself lately... Sorry for not bloggin for so long le... Suddenly it seems to me the world's going crazy..
So many people startin to get stressed out as the days go by...and im startin to feel that way too. Most of your would hav known im like single now..been missin her real lot... School work startin to pile up.. Not doin so good either.
Suddenly it seems to me that im losing touch with basketball..startin to suck alot...sigh...and now, cos of mon training, i got aches all over my body... move around also so pain.. Wads worse is that i get the feelin somehow my life's just gonna start goin downhill...
Been prayin lately too...for everyone, friends, family, teachers' , parents etc. I just really hope i can turn back time..change every mistake that had happened.. which made everyone how they are now..but things happen for a reason...anyways, gotta go now. Post another time. Bye!

BLAHBLAH,SHITZ.

2009-07-16T05:04:00.000-07:00

hiya! btw, i'm not caius. i'm his sis. not really sis but kind of. :)
btw, purpose of being here is to help my 'dumb but oh-so wonderful' cousin to blog.
i don't really know what happened to him today.
chit-chatted with him after sch.
he told me some personal stuff. and yeah, can't share it here.
haha, or else he's gonna kill me!!! :O
to summarise, he's still alive and kicking!
ok, shall end here. SEEYAPEOPLE!

LOL, tingyi (rmb to thank me!)

Boring

2009-07-13T02:30:00.000-07:00

Hey ppl, today was pretty lousy...haha, cos first, i accidentally cut my wrist, amazingly...it didnt hurt. Haha. But still, my everyday science need do project but i also dunno wad to do. So went to friend's hse for nothin... Oh, and i had to go for some boring workshop just to learn how to control one's emotions..actually, i din mind. But wad i was curious abt, was why i had to go!! I mean, i dun hav any problems controlling my emotions do i? Anyways, i'll stop typing now. Gotta go! See ya

2009-07-11T08:48:00.001-07:00

Well, today's my first day bloggin...may seem weird to some of my friends...but well, its okay(: Anyway, dun mind my blog, a lil plain cos just started. So sorry. Anyways, see you ppl around!